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Name: Drew
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 8/30/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: R&B music has to be my biggest interest... It inspires me to write poems and songs... I like football, tennis, pool, basketball, and bowling... (Don't hate on the bowling)... I like dragons, Penn State (wish I could go there to play football), Nintendo (especially Zelda), and Camaros... One of my goals in life is to one day have a 1969 Camaro SS with T-top, black exterior, two white stripes going down the middle, black leather interior... As soon as I know more about cars, I will also say what I want on the inside =)... I also like the S.F. Giants and 49ers... I'm also very, very interested in my one and only beautiful girlfriend... She brings a smile to my face everyday... I couldn't have imagined a more wonderful girl for me... She's everything I wanted and much, much more... I believe that no one is perfect, but I also believe that she's the perfect girl for me...
Expertise: My best friend would say that my expertise is being a hooker, lol... But, I think that I'm good at being there for people to talk to... If you ever need someone to talk to about anything (problems, advice, or just plain talking to), I'm always just "one call away"... Or, in this case, one message away, hahaha... I also am good at loving my sweetie... That's what I really love to do!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business
Message: message me
AIM:  sexybludragon
Yahoo:  shaggy_smooth1330
Member Since:
2/20/2004
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| I just found out like a week and a half ago that I got into Cal Poly (San Luis Obispo)... It was weird... I was happy, but at the same time I found out, I was sad...
You see, my whole life I've basically had two dreams... The first one was to find the girl of my dreams... The second one was to go to college and become a great architect (now changed to landscape architect)...
Now, the funny yet cool yet hard thing that occurred was that both of them came true for me (in less than a year)... One would say, "Drew, be happy. You got both of your dreams to come true. Why you sad for?" (First of all, the second one isn't completely done yet... I still gota go to school and learn for like three more years before I can finally go out and look for a job as a landscape architect)... The thing is, this means being away from my girlfriend... Not just 5 minutes away... This will be either an hour and a half away or 4 hours away... For those of you who know me, this will be hard because I'm a sensitive, emotional guy that wants to be around my girlfriend... Boy, God has surely thrown me a curveball...
Excitement and sadness at the same time... Talk about being confused... Shoot... And it's also scary... New people, new surroundings, new school, new place to live... It's almost overwhelming in a way... I guess i scare myself a lot too... Being away from my girlfriend, family, and friends... Who wouldn't be though, right? I don't know... I'm still praying I get accepted into Davis... Everyone: Pray for me! | | |
| I dunno bout you guys, but does it seem as if the break never really seems like a break anymore? I guess work does that to me... I feel lucky though... Now I'm able to pay for things myself and i feel more responsible... I have my own car that I pay for and i don't have to pester my parents anymore... I dunno why but I always felt bad asking for money all the time... I used to say that to my brother but he would tell me that I shouldn't worry cuz that's how it's supposed to be... But there comes a time when you need to take control of your life and try to do things for yourself...
I feel lucky having an older brother to help me out... I don't think I'd be where I am or whoI am today if it wasn't for my brother...
I remember myself before... I was overprotected and had everything done for me... I followed with whatever was going on or whatever anyone told me to do... Now, i do things the way i see fit... I actually speak my mind more and voice my opinions... Don't get me wrong, I still have a lot of growing up to do, but I'm happy with how everything worked out so far...
I've learned from past experiences... I grew... I was blessed in 2004... Part of it was me actually going for what I wanted, but (although I'm not that much of a religious person) i believe God has blessed me with many things...
If it wasn't for my aunt, I wouldn't have the job I have right now... If it wasn't for my boss and my friends (mainly Dino) pushing me to drive, I wouldn't have my car right now... Well, I can't forget my parents for helping me find my car too... Mainly though, I was definitely blessed with my girlfriend...
I know you guys might get sick of me talking about her, but I can't stop talking about her... So, too bad... You look at MY xanga, you read MY thoughts... I feel like we're growing together... We had this one conversation last week that made me feel so good inside... I felt like we got closer... This is what I wanted my whole life... Sometimes istill can't believe what i have... I think, "Can this be real?"... I see her and I know it's real...
I like being in the mood I'm in right now... It's funny though, cuz I'm sick and feel dizzy, but have that "loving, romantic" mood going... So, just take out the sick and dizzy part, and that's what I like to feel... I miss her every time we're not together... I love holding her... I think that's how you can tell if two people are made for each other... When they hold each other, you can see it... Or, in my case, I feel it... I never, never want to let her go. I never, never will. | | |
| !VERY LONG ENTRY! PLEASE READ... PLEASE COMMENT...
I wanna know what everyone else has to say...
i know it's been ten days since the election, but I've had no time to sit down and type what I feel about everything that happened... I still need to type up my application for transferring as well... I'm so behind on everything i need to do... But, as I was saying, the election:
You know, before it was crunch time for the election, i didn't really worry about the election... One part was cuz I was busy with my own stuff, another part was that I truly thought that W. was gonna be gone whether it was close or by a landslide, and the last part was cuz I knew that what happened in the end was gonna happen and i couldn't worry about it cuz I couldn't change the outcome... But once it started to get to the end, my brother and i talked about it almost everyday... And i started worrying...
I watched clips from The Daily Show with Jon Stewart... I laughed my ass off... I never realized how serious it all was... then I really started to see how serious it was when my girlfriend said she didn't Bush re-elected cuz of the draft... She doesn't want me to get drafted... Right then and there i thought back to one of the clips I saw on the Daily Show... One which I laughed at W. and said he's a fuckin' dumbass... He had a "Freudian Slip" as my brother said in which Bush said, "We will not have an all voluntary army"... this meaning that the dumbass is in actuality thinking about having a draft... that scared me... Cuz now I finally see an issue in which I'm effected...
I saw Eminem's video "Mosh" on MTV a few days before the election... He might be very controversial, but his words in that song hit me in my heart... Everything he said made me think... Made me furious and frustrated with how our country has been being run... I liked it when he said, "Strap him with an AK 47 and let him impress daddy that way"... "Look at his eyes/ they're all lies"... "Look at Bin laden/ Look at his head noddin'" (then the "cave background" falls and you see the vice president and i think rumsfeld in the back)... i give Eminem major props for what he did... That video got to me, and made me think... Apparently, however, middle America didn't see that video...
This brings me to the people that voted for Bush... You can have your own opinions... I don't have a problem with that... If you truly believe in something or someone, go with it and don't conform to what others are doing... But, in my mind, Bush wasn't even an option... He's done nothing but ruin our country... polar ice caps melting, young men and women dying for a cause they don't understand, national parks being turned into places to do logging, gay people having rights taken away from them... "God speaks through me"... What??? My brother told me something that one of his journalism classmates said, "the last person to say that God spoke through him was murdered"... How the fuck does he get away with the shit he says and does?
I know there are many more people out there that are religious than not... I say I'm religious to an extent... I'm agnostic... I choose to believe what I believe... Cuz for me, all the different religions out there aren't that much different... And how can one be right while the others are wrong? Thas okay to have a different religion but you have to be straight? riiiiiiiiiiigggghht... Makes a lot of sense to me... Oh, just so you guys know, I chose to be white... I also chose to be six feet tall yet be very slender... I chose to have eye color that can change from blue to green to grey... Just like i chose to be straight...
I feel so bad for gay people... They aren't evil or bad... They didn't choose to be gay... Being gay isn't an epidemic that the government can control by banning gay marriages... gay people want to be happy just like straight people... i found someone right now that I love with all my heart... I can see living my whole life with her... thas how i am... How come gay people can't have that luxury like i do? Sure they can live together for the rest of their lives, but getting married (or maybe just at least letting them have a "civil union") could finalize what they feel for each other...
My Closing Statements: To those people that wondered why voting Bush back in would be bad, I don't think you took the time to look at how horrible everything is right now... Unemployment is rising... Gay people can't get the rights they deserve... Our own people are dying NOT for our country but for Bush's own personal vendetta... i can't name anything he's done right... I'm sorry but I can't... If you wanna prove me wrong, go ahead... I'll still believe what i believe... My brother's friend Herman, a very smart person when it comes to politics, said, "I'm afraid of Bush... i'm afraid that he's gonna start a nuclear war"... As one news commentator said, which is something i blelieve, "We won't get better until someone attacks us... Thas when we hit the bottom..." At least Kerry could've been a way to make this country better... We all knew already how horrible Bush was... he's not gonna make anything better... just think of it this way - He knows he can't be re-elected again; he's gonna do whatever he wants now... | | |
| Hey there people... You know, I've been updatiing whas been goin' on... And I say I've been busy with school and work... And I've been chilling with my girlfriend... But i haven't done a lot lately with my friends... I firstly want to sincerely apologize to everyone... I really haven't thought about how you guys feel when we don't hang out together...
it's prolly only because I've been getting the same thing from one of my friends that I finally opened my eyes to what I've been doing... I remember hanging out all the time and not worrying bout what we gonna do... We would just do whatever we felt like... Well, when we could... Then, a little while ago, I felt like a chauffeur (however you spell it)... I didn't really think it was that way, but then it started feeling like it... Now, I feel like a nobody... I dunno... Our friendship is different now... He says that it didn't change... I'm sorry, but I think he's stupid for actually believing that shit... I guess it's just karma doing her thing to me...
So, now I'm gonna try to change what I do... Balance my time better... Call my friends more often when I can... And hopefully I'll be able to chill with them when our schedules are able to do so... Even if all I can do is talk with my friends on the phone... I'll do that...
But, I do have to tell my friends that I'm gonna wanna chill with my girlfriend a lot too... Cuz it's already hard for us to find enough time to spend together... Plus, I'm hella happy with her so why would I wanna cut down time I have with her, right? That would be dumb of me...
(I love you sweetie... That will never change... I'm always goin' to wanna be with you...) | | |
| Well how bout that? I'mma finally update... Crazy huh? My life has been so busy lately, I barely get enough sleep in... I now work three jobs... Two of which are at the same office just different bosses... But I work four days a week... That takes up a lot of time... And I'm also going to school full time with 12 units... Damn, it's a lot... I'm laggin' on school work as well... But the second half of the semester is next week so i'mma try to pick myself up and do better... i think 'm around the b area right now but my goal is to get all A's this semster to make my transcript look good to davis and cal poly...
Lately i've been hangin out with my girlfriend... It's hella coo... We eat dinner together, watch movies, go to malibu and other places... The best part is when it;s just us two by ourselves... I always dreamed of finding someone like her... i thought i would never find her though... im hella happy... i've never been this happy before... Every time i see her a smile comes on my face... even if i was mad, it would take only a matter of minutes for my anger to go away... she got like magical powers or shumfin... Everything is great now... All i gotsta do is figure out how to pick up my grades and get more sleep and erything will be alllllllllllllllll gravy! Yeah buddy!!! | | |
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